Meli’s dramatic

Album reviews? Mayhaps?

So! I found this post in the discover tab and it inspired me greatly. I was suddenly reminded of the folder of content ideas collecting dust in my notes app. I had a short era a few years ago where I developed a sudden yearning for video editing, I don’t actually know shit about video editing nor do I partake in filming anything I would be able to edit (although it would be kinda cool to learn) so my solution to that itch was to pay for capcut pro and do something very simple. I decided to review and rank every Kpop release that came out in 2017. Every. Single. One.
I made it until June, I believe. The project sucked two videos out of me (riddled with copyright strikes lmao) and I burnt out halfway through because obviously I did! The idea was crazy! I recorded, edited, cut, zoomed, captioned to my hearts content and after a few months I couldn’t even look at capcut without feeling faint. I started getting more hours at my job as well so I didn’t have the energy to maintain that or any of the other ides I had written in that folder. I never really stopped wanting to maintain something of a platform, but I’m not a born content creator, after all. I couldn't even begin to guess how to make video content, short or long, that would actually appeal to anyone. However!! After seeing their post I realize that there is nothing stopping me from just putting those ideas into the blog. I mean, why would I even want to make reviews or ratings if I’m not willing to speak in the videos out of fear of getting kidnapped, y’know? It’s written content anyway just in slide shows, basically.

I think I could maybe get behind that if I have any spare mental energy left in my week. It could also help me get back into listening to more music since that’s one of the first things to go when my depression gets worse than usual. Anything but finding a therapist, am I right? :’)
I think if I were to do something like that I would want to keep those organized separate from just my gloopy word vomit posts, and so that would mean I would have to figure out a way to organize my navigation bar. It already looks more crowded than I want it to be but that’s not something I want to deal with right now sooooooooooo. Food for thought

#gloop